Love is hard to live with.
But impossible to live without.

Love can be both terrifying
And amazing at the same time.

Love sometimes is confusing and hard.
But it's forever the greatest feeling.

Love is tricky.
cause you cant always tell if its real
but when you find true love; it's priceless.

Love can hurt badly
If you fall too hard for someone.

But love is a wonderful thing.
And nothing on Earth can replace it.

♥ 12:00 AM

I do not love you except because I love you;
I go from loving to not loving you,
From waiting to not waiting for you
My heart moves from cold to fire.

I love you only because it's you the one I love;
I hate you deeply, and hating you
Bend to you, and the measure of my changing love for you
Is that I do not see you but love you blindly.

Maybe January light will consume
My heart with its cruel
Ray, stealing my key to true calm.

In this part of the story I am the one who
Dies, the only one, and I will die of love because I love you,
Because I love you, Love, in fire and blood.

♥ 12:00 AM

I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.

♥ 12:00 AM

anger is not love
anger is driving
anger is killing someone
anger one thing never do
love, anger love not anger
anger is ramming you head through a glass door

when your are man you do stupid things
stupid things that are stupid
when mad you don't feel nothing
anger we all have
anger you cant change

when mad stays
stay away from everyone
anger can kill because you do stupid things
when mad sleep
anger just anger
ANGER

♥ 12:00 AM

dreamt of the perfect one
To love me when all hope is gone
To hold me when everything is bleak
To comfort me when I'm feeling weak
To kiss me when I'm feeling alone
To unlock feelings that are unknown

All along, he was there
Nobody else could compare
Mixed feelings rushing inside
Feelings that can't be denied
He said three words to melt my heart
Words that meant we couldn't be apart
Feelings reaching abnormality
Is this a dream, or reality?

♥ 12:00 AM

In the storm
Stands the white rose
tumultuous waves
of destruction abound her

Yet tall is the white rose
strong in the face
Of the sensed doom around her
And she does not bow down

Pure is the white rose
In the compost earth
growing eternal strength
in the nights that so hurt

I see not the white rose
She is so far away
But I long to protect her
But only the words can I say

So I send her my words
And my poets heart
To help her when
there is hope to see her through

Be Strong little flower
Your heart will guide true
And as long as you want
I will always talk to you

♥ 12:00 AM

Write these words with ink and pen,
They can only tell what I have been.
They trace their roots to yesterday,
Who I am now, I cannot say.
I've tried to tell you how I feel,
But words I speak do not seem real.
I wish I could let you in my head,
to see the Truth in all I've said.
But what is Truth, after all?
Nothing more than shadows on the wall.
Is it Truth or truth? Faith... or Reason?
Perhaps just leaves falling with the season?

♥ 12:00 AM

When I first talked to you
I felt like I had known you forever,
telling you my problems
and what I didn't want ever.

You listened to me
I bet you thought I'd never end,
who would have thought
we would be the best of friends.

Over a period of time,
I got to know the real you.
A guy so charming and gentle,
with a heart so true.

You've survived your life
with me by your side.
I told you I'd never leave
because of the feelings I have inside.

There was a time
I wanted to explore,
what would have happened
if I would only open the door.

I know you
like no one I have ever known,
and sometimes I wonder
what do I do when we're alone?

So I have decided
time answers all.
If it is meant to be
time will remove the wall.

Standing between us,
holding us back,
allowing us to feel
It's the relationship that we lack.

I love the way we are together,
you can always make me smile.
Will it ever really be forever?
I guess I will have to wait awhile.

Time will reveal, what lies ahead
but always remember
what I have said.
Meeting you has changed my life
and I really love you so,
the feelings I feel for you
I am never letting go.
Remember me always
and I will too.

I will always think of
me and you.

♥ 12:00 AM

this song~ awww..he dedicated to me

♥ 12:00 AM

i know at times having sister is such a wrong idea.i know at times my sister hate me.but i love them.its up to them to hate me or judge me.like my youngest sister,i know at times she blog negative things about me.but i know no matter what she is still my sister.i love her.
so this is a poem for us SISTER.

We are three sisters
Three sisters are we
I love each of you,
And I know you love me

We’re not always together,
Life sometimes keeps us apart.
But we're never separated
We’re in each other's heart.

Now I know we've had our troubles,
But we always get thru.
The real message is you love me,
And I also love you.

We have had lots of good times
That we'll never forget
Sometimes we worry
And sometimes we fret

But if God ever gave me
Something special you see,
It might have been the blessing of,
Three sisters are we.
The Lord above has gave me lots
Of happiness and glee
But the most special thing he did was
Make us sisters, all three.

♥ 12:00 AM

If you will give up on your dreams
Life just doesn't go as it seems
You wallow, and cry, all alone
You whimper, you wail and moan
You're stuck, you're so hampered inside
Can't face life out there, so you hide
Could it be that you're opting out
Of facing one hell of a clout?
You can't get a refund on time
You waste it, up hills you won't climb
That moment has gone, with remorse
You stumble along on your course
So how do you get to your goal
Of filling that terrible hole?
You must get in touch with your dreams
When life doesn't go as it seems.

♥ 12:00 AM

How did I get here
I turned around
And there you were
I didn't think twice
Or rationalize
Cuz somehow I knew ...
That there was more than just chemistry
I mean I knew you were kind of into me
But I figured it's
Too good to be true
I said pinch me where's the catch this time
Can't find a single cloud in the sky
Help me before I get used to this guy
They say that good things take time
But really great things happen in the blink of an eye
Thought the chances to meet somebody like you
Were a million to one
I can't belive it
You're one in a million
All this time I was looking for love
Trying to make things work
They weren't good enough
Til I thought I'm through
Said I'm done
Then stumbled into the arms on the one
You're making me laugh
About the silliest stuff
Say that I'm your diamond in the rough
When I'm mad at you, you come with your velvet touch
Can't belive that I'm so lucky
I have never felt so happy
Everytime I see that sparkle in your eyes
They say that good things take time
But really great things happen in the blink of an eye
Thought the chances to meet somebody like you
Were a million to one
I can't belive it
You're one in a million
Yeah Yeah
All this time I was looking for love
Trying to make things work
They weren't good enough
Til I thought I'm through
Said I'm done
Then stumbled into the arms on the one
I said pinch me, Where's the catch this time
Can't find a single cloud in the sky
Help me before I get used to this guy
They say that good things take time
But really great things happen in the blink of an eye
Thought the chances to meet somebody like you
Were a million to one
I can't believe it
Whoaaaa Yeah Yeah
They say that good things take time
But really great things happen in the blink of an eye
Thought the chances to meet somebody like you
Were a million to one
I can't believe it
You're one in a million
Yeah
You're one in million
Yeah
You're one in a million


happy 7 monthsary~

♥ 12:00 AM

I never really knew you
You were just another friend
But when I got to know you,
I let my heart unbend.
I couldn't help past memories
that would only make me cry
I had to forget my first love
and give love another try
So I've fallen in love with you
and I'll never let you go
I love you more than anyone
I just had to let you know
And if you ever wonder why
I don't know what I'll say
But I'll never stop loving you
each and every day
My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings are true
Just remember one thing
I Love You!

♥ 12:00 AM

You may see me struggle
but you wont see me fall.
Regardless if I'm weak or not I'm going to stand tall.

Everyone says life is easy
but truly living it is not.
times get hard,
people struggle
& constantly get put on the spot.

I'm going to wear the biggest smile
even though I want to cry.
I'm going to fight to live
even though
I'm destined to die.
and even though it's hard &
I may struggle through it all.
you see me struggle...you will NEVER see me fall.

I cannot ease your aching heart,
Nor take your pain away,
But let me stay and take your hand
And walk with you today.

I'll listen when you need to talk,
I'll wipe away your tears,
I'll share your worries when they come,
I'll help you face your fears.

I'm here and I will stand by you,
Each hill you have to climb.
So take my hand, let's face the world
Live one day at a time.

You're not alone, for I'm still here...
I'll go that extra mile.
And when your grief is easier,
I'll help you learn to smile!

♥ 10:00 AM

♥ 12:00 AM

Will you still love me even if I’m not perfect? Will you still love me even if I’m not the kind of person you wished I were? Will you still look into my eyes with warmth even if you saw my shadows? Will you still hold my hand even if you knew there will be times I’d let you down?

For though I yearn to take care of you as I should, though I desire to love you with a love that never falters and fades, my knees tremble this very moment that you hold me in your arms.

Shall I kiss you? Shall I hold your hand and bask in the light of your spirit knowing that I have my darkness, knowing there will be times that the light of my love will sometimes be overshadowed by the darkness that is in me?

Sometimes I’d be silent and I might bore you. I may not laugh at your jokes, and you may not understand the spell that’s enshrouding me. Sometimes I’d get troubled and I’d fail to put into words what the hell it is that troubles me. I wouldn’t be good company then, and I couldn’t make you smile.

Sometimes I’d get moody and I might not enjoy the things you’d like us to do together. Sometimes I’d lose my temper and I’d no longer act like the fine person who stands before you today. Sometimes I’d get jealous and I might say things I don’t really mean. Sometimes I’d talk too much that I might drive you away.

Sometimes I’d get touchy and I’d get easily hurt. And no matter how mature I try to be, at times I’d act in childish ways. I’d demand things I shouldn’t, I’d say thing I shouldn’t say. And no matter how much I desire to protect you and make you happy, sometimes I’d be the one who’d cause you the most pain.

If you will love me I cannot promise you that I will not hurt you. I cannot promise you that I will not make you cry and that I’ll never break your heart. But if you will love me, I will bare my whole self naked before you, and I will reveal to you my soul. If you will love me, you can be certain that it is I that you will love, not a mask that fools you and gives you only what your eyes desire to see. If you will love me, you can be certain that you will love the depths of me, all of me that is in me, and I in turn will love you with all of me, with all my soul, with all my mind, with all my spirit, with all my flaws and beauty, and with all my very heart.

♥ 12:00 AM

Why do we love a certain person

and not another?

Because that person awakens in us

a connection

with our best

or worst traits.

We feel one with that person

such that by loving him or her

we feel

that we have also loved

ourselves.

-------------------
there is someone
who understands you,
who sees you
even more than you can see yourself

his eyes are like clear mirrors
reflecting to you
the you he loves and sees

and though you are afraid at first,
your fears are vanquished
and you are able to see through his eyes
what you were afraid to see

love is not blind after all
for love sees more
love sees what no other sees

and looking through those eyes
you finally discover the person within

you discover
the one he loves
the one whose beauty
reaches deep within his soul

you discover
and you see yourself
and you love the more
the one who opened up your own eyes

the only one
who is able to reach your heart

♥ 12:00 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HELMI
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY.
may you have a happy life ahead.
succeed in whatever you do in life.

♥ 12:00 AM

I see you when I'm dreaming.

I never knew comfort until the notion of it.
Stumbled into your world and don't intend on turning back,
retracing the spring-stepped footprints I left.

My promises; veiled by the dogged dimensions betwixt us.
My sentences end with question marks, but they're yours to take away.
My thoughts have never been more sober, but I'm intoxicated from your words;
addicted, light-headed.

I subsist with that notion of comfort; existing only between lines and underneath the bedsheets, yet it's potential is blindly guiding me. I don't want to reside in opportunity as it resigns, leaving me with only remnants, not a semblance of chance to scrape from the floor. I can't conquer alone, but with you at the end of the road, and your apparition by my side, I feel that I can overcome everything but time, though with your hand in mine, we can laugh in the face of that ticking tyrant and say that we did it.

I never knew comfort until the notion of it.
Stumbled into your world and don't intend on turning back,
replacing the spring stepped footprints I left.

My dreams fluctuate like the rhythmic tides between us
My hands, too are open; vacant, cold, reserved only for yours.
My lips yearn to deliver these words in the middle of diffident breaths.
But I'm breathless.

I see you when I stop dreaming.

♥ 7:02 AM

Jealousy

Jealousy eats’ at the soul

And the dreams

Your skin crawls at the thought

You twitch, when you hear the simple word

Jealousy, a small word

But such a big token

The crimson blood trickles down my arm,

Small wounds caused by my greed and envy.

Why am I so jealous?

Only wounds can tell.

The blood, the hurt, the pain

Tell me, can you see the hurt in my eyes?

Greed, Envy, and jealousy they are all the same

Tell me why they still come?

I have always felt you lurking around, fallowing me

But I keep you hidden away in my emotions.

Why do you decide to show yourself now?

Jealousy is my hidden monster, my secret form

Tell me why you’ve come yet again?

I need to know, for my pain is killing me and breaking my heart.

♥ 7:35 AM