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Rely On Me.
i'm your soul.

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hello :D my name is Nur Suliana. Sue love Red
and my family ,
born to see the world on the 17 September 1989.
Sue currently schooling at University Of Nevada,Las Vegas,Singapore Campus
major in Dip Food And Beverage Managment
Sue is a mix blood of jap,java & indon.
Believe it or not.

15 Random Facts.

ONE love my family. TWO a model at the CREATE TALENTS MODEL agency n Talent-TED. THREE im sexy. FOUR im hot. FIVE have 2 other siblings. SIX daddy's girl. SEVEN love editting pictures. EIGHT loves CARLO RINO. NINE don't like horror movies. TEN i am a dancer. ELEVEN love mummy's cooking. TWELVE like to say random things. THIRTEEN sing in the toilet. FOURTEEN im a career women. FIFTEEN basically, i love myself.


hearts talking.

A young girl born and put in this place
With a warm and distinctive look on her face
As she got older she was not like the rest
She was kind of different and her mother knew best
Though her eyes may despise you for who she is
Her heart shines like the sun
And she knows that on this earth there is more that could be done
Her achievements and ambition make the stars dance
But if some people would listen and give her a chance
To what she has to say, as she's being critiqued
You just might find out that she's simply unique
Did you know she's the person you pass on the street
Get to know her
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Thursday, April 30, 2009

I sit here in the night
Staring into the heavens above.
Wondering if I am lucky enough
To be given your love.

Even though I met you
Just a few months before.
I have learned so much of who you are
And thirst to learn even more.

I want to share my world with you,
All the smiles and all the tears.
I want to learn to trust again;
Something I haven't done in years.

You are very special to me,
You have kindled something new.
I want to feel loved in my life,
I want to be with you.

But I know this would just be a dream,
A dream that will never come true.Mr Chef


4:32 AM



just came back from school while waiting to meet up..
tired tired tired..
you are love n miss by me Mr Chef..aha..

okay..wait..NEW UPDATE! NOW YOU SAY MEET TOMORROW WHILE I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO MEET TODAY! I AM VERY PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW OKAY. WHATEVER! ANGRY ANGRY.SAD SAD SAD.OKAY I WANT TO CRY NOW.

well this are random post..later do a proper poems or poetry.

Did you know that every night before you go to sleep there is one person of the opposite sex thinking of you. They want to kiss you, they want to be with you, they are always thinking about you, this is all true and not fake.

WHEN SHE SAYS YOU ARE CRAZY/WEIRD
-SHE IS REALLY CRAZY ABOUT YOU!
WHEN SHE ACTS SHY
-SAY I LOVE YOU
WHEN SHE RUNS AWAY FROM YOU
- CHASE HER
WHEN SHE PUTS HER FACE NEAR YOURS
- KISS HER
WHEN SHE KICKS & PUNCHES
- HOLD HER TIGHT
WHEN SHE IS SILENT
- SHE'S THINKING OF HOW TO SAY I LOVE YOU
WHEN SHE IGNORES YOU
- SHE WANTS ALL YOUR ATTENTION!
WHEN SHE PULLS AWAY
- GRAB HER BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GO
WHEN YOU SEE HER AT HER WORST
- TELL HER SHE'S BEAUTIFUL
WHEN SHE SCREAMS AT YOU
- TELL HER YOU LOVE HER BUT MEAN IT!!
WHEN YOU SEE HER WALKING
-SNEAK UP BEHIND HER GRAB HER BY THE WAIST AND GIVE HER A KISS
WHEN SHE'S SCARED!!!!!!!!!
-HOLD HER AND TELL HER EVERYTHING WILL BE OK CAUSE SHE'S WITH YOU
WHEN SHE LOOKS LIKE SOMETHINGS THE MATTER
- KISS HER AND TELL HER NOT TO WORRY
WHILE SHE HOLDS YOUR HAND
- PLAY WITH HER FINGERS
WHEN SHE SAYS SHE COLD
-SHE WANTS YOU TO HOLD HER TIGHT..

so guys..think.


1:38 AM


Wednesday, April 29, 2009

stress.confused.frustrated.
want to call,but fast asleep.
love n miss.
confused,confused,confused.stress stress stress.

help me?


9:44 AM





A lonely heart,
in an empty chest,
everyday,
it beats less and less.

The sun still rises,
but my lifes in gloom,
locked inside,
my torturous room.

If these walls could talk,
they'd tell you of pain,
how everynight tears,
bleed down like rain.

Alone again tonight,
dreaming of that girl,
I know who she is,
and I know she's my world.

This burden of hurt,
too hard to hide,
if I don't find her soon,
I'll die inside.

so if your the girl,
who's made for me,
come this way,
because i'll still be;

Waiting for you,
waiting for life to start,
waiting for a love,
to wake my sleeping heart.


9:39 AM


Tuesday, April 28, 2009

I know I'm not very pretty, smart or funny
But I try my hardest just for you
There's no way I can move on
You're my everything
Whenever someone says your name
I'm the first one to look up
I knew from the first moment I laid eyes on you
That you were something special
If I ever have a chance to hug you
I'd never let you go
I use my smile to cover my tears
I want you to be my prince charming
Then I can be your Cinderella
Whenever I think I'm over you
You flash me that smile&& I fall in love again
You've given me so many memories
I can't and wont erase
You don't even notice me its not like I'm something special
I don't want to fake a smile anymore,
I want to be the one who makes you smile
I love it when you look at me
Because I know you have thought of me for a second
Your the first person I ever look for, because you brighten up my day
The only time you ever make me cry, is when i laugh to much
I love being your friend but, I want so much more
I'd never know what love was until you came into my life
I'm not gonna change for anyone you've gotta except me for who I am
I've been through the bullying&& The pain
I wanna show them you haven't won
By getting the guy I've always wanted
I can only hope that one day you can see
What has always been there all along,
Trying to stop loving you is like...
Trying to stop eating chocolate [x] Its Totally Impossible [x]
I would give up everything just to be with you
It started with and smile,
I want it to end with You&&Me together <3
Every love story is about a girl who loves a boy this is no different
I believe that if I follow my dreams
That one day they will come true,
When people say <3 Love hurts,
Their not lying
Your the only person who makes me feel special
=] Thank you =]
Sometimes I wonder how my life would have been,
If I hadn't run into you
I have never felt this way about anyone
=S I'm Addicted =S
Its not about keeping your promises
Its about following your heart
I am afraid of what the future holds
But if its with you its looking brighter
This is the first time in my life that I have been able to say,
' I love you with all my heart 'again.(after for so long being hurt)
But I'll wait forever till I hear you say 'I love you too'
In a fairytale we would kiss in the rain&& Live happily ever after
But this isn't a fairy tale this is reality


4:28 AM



I look into your eyes and everytime I see
An intense burning feeling of what you can't be
You want to be the perfect guy, or,
As I call it, one big lie
You need to understand, you're great the way you are
With all your imperfectness and your pain
Know, I will never turn you away
To me you are the perfect guy
And that is no lie..


4:16 AM


Monday, April 27, 2009



5:18 AM








celebrating ami bdae.suprise!! i love doing this!


4:42 AM




I’m wishing you another year
Of laughter, joy and fun,
Surprises, love and happiness,
And when your birthday’s done,

I hope you feel deep in your heart,
As your birthdays come and go,
How very much you mean to me,
More than you can know.

Happy birthday to you!

A song of joy for you!

Perhaps these words will touch the heart,

Perhaps these words will do.

Yet words are but the clothes of love,

Best when oft removed!

In place of sybaritic words,

Rapture has been proved

To be the richer rhetoric,

Heaven’s poetry,

Delivered by the silent tongue

As lovers sing the whole night long,

Yes! Yes! in harmony.


3:59 AM


Saturday, April 25, 2009

I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHAT AND WHO AM I TO YOU??????!!!


12:16 AM


Friday, April 24, 2009

I would climb the highest mountain,
And walk the hottest desert sand,
For it is you that I seek.

I would cross the widest river,
And swim the deepest ocean blue,
For it is you I want by my side.

You are the one,
Who makes me whole,
You've captured my heart,
And touched my soul.

You are the one,
Who step in my life,
Who gave me power,
To do what's right.

For you alone,
Are my reason to live,
For the compassion you show,
And the care that you give.

You came into my life,
And made me complete,
For each time I see you,
My heart skips a beat.
For you define beauty,
In both body and mind,
Your soft, gentle lips,
When they collide with mine.

For you are the one,
God sent from above,
The angel I needed,
And whom I do love.


5:07 AM


Thursday, April 23, 2009

If I have to be your best friend, if that's all that I can get, then I'll take the job with honor, I'll be the best one yet. I'll offer you my shoulder, I'll show you how I care, I'll be there when you need me, I'm not going anywhere. If I have to be your best friend, the one who hears you cry, then I'll take the job with honor, I'll take the job with pride. My love for you grows stronger then you will ever know, but for you to ever love me I'll have to let you go. You need time to find your purpose, you need time to sort you thoughts. but when the course has ended, and the race is finally run. Remember it was your best friend who has loved you 'till the end.


6:07 AM


Wednesday, April 22, 2009



















I try not to think about you, but
I miss you today
so many memories
so many communications
Who said
even a grain of sand
I treasured it
even sunrise and sunset
I could not forget them
these lively faces
how could I remove them from
my memories
I try not to think about your voice
I will miss talking to you
I try not to think about your smile
I will miss seeing you
I try not to think about our communications, but
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
I miss everything about you
I can only assume that
at this moment
you miss me too, although
somewhere else, you are silent


harbour frnt.
do projects with fang,celeste,taufik,steve,phuay wei n rizal

now in library.


4:46 AM


Tuesday, April 21, 2009

im having a bad day n there goes another one.

dont call me ur bestfriend.

kau ader matair kau macam gini.tkper.
kau panggil aku kental.kay tkper..
in that case aku kental balik mcm dulu okay.

tak sangka lh sey.kau side matair kau dari kawan kau sendiri.adik aku pun kau kasi red card.okay..
aku tahulh aku bestfriend tak guna.

terima kasih.

well forget about that.just leave me alone n i will be fine.
suck at the game call love.love is not a game.everyone has a hard time going through that n so do i.aku telah disakiti oleh ramai lelaki.sepertinya ingin tutup pintu hati ini.tapi apakan daya.serik tidak ada dalam kamus ku.aku cuba untuk menyintai dan menyayangi seseorang tapi aperkan daya.takut tetap ada.perlahan-lahan buka pintu hati ini untuk insan yang berjaya menarik perhatian ku.tapi adakah benar dia mempunyai perasaan yang sama terhadap ku atau tidak.mahupun aku bertepuk sebelah tangan sahaja.aku takut ditipu mahupun disakiti lagi.berikanlah ku jawapan.akan ku genggam erat tanganmu bersama kiter mengharungi liku-liku hidup ini.


7:07 AM



Why?
That question is asked a thousand times a day.
One simple yet complex question.
Why?

Why does the sky burn so blue in the day?
And why does no one listen to a damn word you say?

Why are we all living,
And why do the good die young?

Why are some people cowards?
Why do people have to care so much?

Why am I writing this?
Why do I take my time to write these cursed words?

I mean, does it really matter what I say?
Whos gonna hear me anyway?

All these questions I want to know,
There seems to never be an answer.

Will there ever be an answer?
Must I spend my whole like looking for something that isn’t there?

I now know that there will never be answers to these questions,
Though I sit here today asking them again.

Why?
Why?


5:05 AM


Monday, April 20, 2009




sometimes i just wonder

What am I to you?

You took what I hold so dear.

Before it was even mine.



What am I to you?

You ignore my words and please.

You live your life without knowing me.



What am I to you?

A friend, a lover, a fool?

Do I even exist in your head?



What am I to you?

I must be something.

You couldn't hurt me like this if I weren't.



What am I to you?

My idylic life you stole.

Will you ever know me?



What am I to you?

Makes me start to wonder.

What are you to me?


6:33 AM


Sunday, April 19, 2009



8:34 AM





8:30 AM



A zest for life, a grace divine
More intoxicating than wine.
Carefree nature and wild, wild ways,
You always make my mind sway!

Bouncing black hair and coal- dark eyes,
Remind me of monsoon skies,
A spring in your step elevates my mood,
Hey, nosey rain, do not intrude!

As the wind caresses your lovely form,
And the waves rush to feel your charm,
What chance do I stand?
Against nature's wicked game plan?

There is no truth but love;
Lovely as the blue skies above.
There is no reality but bliss,
So there! Let me taste your lips.

Let me hold you in my arms,
And protect you from all harm,
Life is too cruel, my dear!
But, I am here, do you hear?

Spend an eternity with me,
I shall never tire of you,
Remind me when day breaks,
For, yet again, I will want to hold you.


6:11 AM


Saturday, April 18, 2009

IM TIRED OF ALL THIS SHIT
IM FINALLY GIVING UP
I MESSED THINGS UP FOR ME AND HIM
AND EVERYBODY ELSE IN MY LIFE
IM TIRED OF LETTING EVERYONE I CARE FOR DOWN
AND IM TIRED OF THE PEOPLE I THINK ARE MY FRIEND,
COME FROM BEHIND AND JUST STAB ME IN THE BACK A MILLION TIMES
I ASKED GOD TO HELP ME WITH MY PROBLEMS
AND IT JUST GOT WORSE AND WORSE
I FEEL LIKE I WANA START GIVING UP ON HIM
CUZ IT SEEMS LIKE THE RIGHT THING TO DO
I JUST WANA GO SOMEWHERE WERE NO ONE WILL FIND ME AND JUST SO I CAN JUST ROTT FOREVER
IM JUST TIRED OF NOT MAKING ANYONE HAPPY
SO I JUST WANA GIVE UP ON EVERYTHING!!!!!


7:45 AM


Friday, April 17, 2009

receive this email saying about HOROSCOPE..i find it cool..( the one with bold is mine horoscope )

This is interesting. Criss Angel showed how this worked on one of his shows,
but it was still kind of surprising when I checked out several people I knew.
Not superstitious, but I need all the luck I can get.
Once you have opened this e-mail, there's no turning back. Below are True
descriptions of zodiac signs.. Read your sign, and then forward it on, with your
zodiac sign and label on the subject line. This is the real Deal, try ignoring
or changing it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day
starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets Worse from there.
Remember, if you are on the cusp of another sign you most likely will have
features of both signs...which may lead you into total confusion......

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19) Patient and wise. Practical and
rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking. Humorous and funny.. Can be a bit
shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think
and can be Unfriendly at times. Like competition. Get what they Want. 20 years
of bad luck if you do not forward.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18) Optimistic and honest. Sweet
personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal.
Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and
unique. Attractive on the inside and out.. Eccentric personality. 11 years of bad
luck if you do not forward.

PISCES - The Dreamer (Feb 19 - Mar 20) Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very
creative and imaginative..May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't
like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish.
Good kisser. Beautiful. 8 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

ARIES - The Daredevil (Mar 21 - April 19)
Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves
a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily
angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly -
easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and
athletic. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

TAURUS - The Enduri ng One (April 20 - May 20) Charming but aggressive. Can
come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has
endurance. Solid beings that are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking
for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great
friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express
themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge
themselves often. Very generous. 12 years of bad Luck if you do not forward

GEMINI - The Chatterbox (May 21 - June 20) Smart and witty. Outgoing, very
chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable But needs to express themselves.
Argumentative and outspoken. Like change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and
tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent. Beaut iful physically and
mentally. 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

CANCER - The Protector (June 21 - July 22)
Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome.
Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious.
Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but
sympathetic. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

LEO - The Boss (July 23 - Aug 22)
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like
boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help Others. Social and
outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full
of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.
13 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

VIRGO - The Perfectionist (Aug 23 - Sept 22)
Dominant In relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argume
ntative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager.. Hardworking.
Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to.Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very
fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.


LIBRA - The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - Oct 22)
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique
appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone.. Peaceful,
generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily.
Procrastinators. Very gullible. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

SCORPIO - The Intense One (Oct 23 - Nov 21)
Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking.
Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive..
Determined. Loves being in long Relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be
self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional. 4 years of bad luck if you do
not forward.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One (Nov 22 - Dec 21)
Good-natured optimist.. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome).
Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing.
Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be
around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes
hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes..
Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out. 14 years of bad luck
if you do not forward


10:49 PM



The love she feels
Comes from deep within
She's in love
In love with you

What will you do
To let her know
You feel the same way?
Or do you at all?

Are you going to hurt her
And her self-worth?
Will you continue to keep
Her sane - help her live?

She needs you
And you know that
So do you love her,
As much as she does you?


7:46 AM


Thursday, April 16, 2009

What's in a kiss; how many there-be...?
'So many, it boggles the mind's reality…'
A kiss can be a greeting- “of body and soul-! '
It's an unspoken language, telling more than “what's told.”
It is sometimes “a spark-, ” to light one's flame…
Or often “self-flattery” to play one's game.

There's the 'kiss of friendship-, '
The 'kiss of guile…, '
The 'kiss of SINCERITY, '
The 'kiss of style…, '
There's the 'kiss of Life” and the 'kiss of Death! '
There's the 'kiss that steals one's breath away…”
And one “that prays it will last all day! ”
There's the 'kiss that frees the soul…'
Also one that 'detours from one's goal…! '
There's the kiss of a parent, the “kiss of a child…, ”
The “kiss of curiosity- running wild…! ”
The kiss of respect; and a kiss of shame…,
A kiss of honor- and “a kiss to tame…! ”
There's a kiss of the reserved-, “perceived amorous- (the same): ”
A kiss of 'the insecure-, ' to win their ball game!
There's a 'kiss of the stagnant; ' the 'kiss of the free…! ”
Also a 'kiss of those secure-, ” as the best there can be…

Yet what's in a kiss-, that's the question still…?
Maybe, it's how we perceive it to be-,
A reflection of “our state-of-mind…! ”
But; there's the kiss of harmony…
A kiss that divides…
A kiss that is honest…
And a kiss that hides….
There's a kiss of the clever…
A kiss of the mundane…
There's “a kiss like a symphony-, ” with rapturous refrain…!
There’s a plane where “Mercy and Truth meet intimately in bliss; ”
In the plumbline-address, where “Righteousness and Peace kiss! ”
Yet 'still-in-all-, ' maybe the question should be-,
Not 'what's in a kiss” but “what’s in the Kisser, ' you see…


8:36 AM


Wednesday, April 15, 2009

well after wrote a random poem i wanna say about today..i love the 3rd day of orientation.i love today.my class won the 1ST PLACE for the class cheer.wooots~ im loving it.well this is the FG (food n beverage) cheer april intake'09:

FG Gather!
Ooooo~
Peanut Butter,Maggi Cup
You mess with us,we kick your butt,
Our hands up high,our feets are low,
And thats the way the FG go!!

Are you ready FG?!
Ai Ai Captain!
I can't hear you!
Ai Ai Captain!!
Oooooo~

Be agressive!
B.E agressive! Ooou!
(Repeat 2 times)

Fg Fg in the house,
Go round and round,
Round and round,
Round and round,
Fg in the house go round and round,
FG is the best!

My part:

FG oi!
oi!
FG oi!
oi!

Fg....

5 what you waiting 4,
3,3,2,2,1
Let's Go!
And...
Shake shake shake the room,
Shake shake your boom,
Shake shake the room,
One more time!
Shake shake shake the room,
Shake shake your boom,
Shake shake the room,

(Bang)
FG!

DONE!

i love it! my class are awesome!
then guess what? got sabotage to dance the NOBODY!! well...we dance in the end..me,suffy n atiqah! weee~ then do the i feel so good thngy..lol

after that bring back to their respective classes..then went i got to go they all stand and thank me..awww~ thanks guys..see u soon!


5:49 AM



I wish that if he liked me,
He would say.
I wish that if I liked him,
I could say.
I wish there was no shyness or rejection.
But...
I wish that if I liked him,
Everything would be all right.

His eyes are mysterious,
And sometimes look serious.
They show me he's happy,
Or maybe a bit snappy.

His smile glows bright,
And always looks right.
He makes me want to smile,
And I do the whole while.

I wish to go comfort him,
When he looks so grim.
I want to give him a big hug,
But am only able to shrug.

He talks to me so nice,
That I feel I'm in paradise.
He jokes and smiles,
As I build up his profile.

He looks at me so strange,
I realize that everything has changed.
He's not the boy I hate --
But rather one I would date.

I wonder what to say or do,
Or if he even feels this way too.
I keep quiet because of fear,
And wonder if I'll ever be sincere.

Time goes by quick,
Without any click.
And I quietly sit there --
Wishing we were a pair.


5:48 AM


Tuesday, April 14, 2009







8:04 AM



There are many things on my mind,
And I find that most can't be said.
I wish I could say it all,
But I am too afraid:
I fear rejection,
Am scared of shame,
I never know if what I say
Will be considered real -
Or a lie.

I wonder if they'll believe,
The dumb things I've done;
If they'll be afraid,
Of the scary things I've thought.
Or maybe they'll not care,
Like I thought would happen.

I wonder if he'll agree,
With what I have to say;
Or if he'll laugh,
And make me feel stupid.
I keep myself quiet,
Never revealing the truth.

I wonder if they'll listen,
When I have something to say;
Will they pay attention?
Or will they just ignore?
I don't say a word,
Never showing my true self.

My mind fills up with thoughts,
Some scary, some not.
I don't say a word though,
For none can be said.
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When will I be able to look at you,
And not feel so guilty?
Am I always foing to be sneaking glances
From afar because I cannot express how I feel?

How can I tell if you have feelings for me?
I see them sometimes --
But then they disappear.

Have you ever felt anything for me?
Or is everything I thought
I knew a lie?

Will this weight ever be lifted from my shoulders?
Or am I always going to be confused about my feelings towards you?

_mr cutlinary_


4:32 AM


Monday, April 13, 2009

Mr Cutlinary..u know who u are.


Every time your name appears
YAY! A party filled with cheers
Red confetti burst from my heart
Explosion of giggles off the charts

A tattooed smile, glitter laced
Spreads across a blissful face.
Euphoric perfume fills the air
Laughing stars are everywhere

Raspberry fields around my feet
Daises replace cold concrete
Clouds cry real diamond tears
Every time your name appears
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I'm scared
So scared to show
Show you what's in my heart
I so badly want to get to know you.

I often think about you
Don't know why though
If I open my heart
You'll see that
I like you more than you know

I found you
But I hope I find
True love in you
My love is
Just one of a kind

Another girl
Hide my feelings again
Cause
You seem too good to be true
I close my eyes and imagine I'm with you

Scared to show
Cause If I do
You may not want me as more....

p/s: im afraid.im confused.im scared.im paiseh.im shy.im relieved.


7:30 AM



To the world, love is a feeling,
That dictates, destroys, then scatters,
But to me, it is a state of mind,
It reminds me that nothing else matters.

To the world, love is a fairy tale,
That lives happily Never after,
But to me,
It is a single moment in time,
once realized
Lasts forever - and then after.

To the world, you may be just one person,
Insignificant and small,
But to me,
you Are the world,
My complement, my counterpart, my all.


6:57 AM


Sunday, April 12, 2009

The sweetest notes among the human heart-strings are dull with rust;
The sweetest chords, adjusted by the angels, are clogged with dust;
We pipe and pipe again our dreary music upon the self-same strains,
While sounds of crime, and fear, and desolation, come back in sad refrains.

On through the world we go, an army marching with listening ears,
Each longing, sighing, for the heavenly music he never hears;
Each longing, sighing, for a word of comfort, a word of tender praise,
A word of love, to cheer the endless journey of earth's hard, busy days.

They love us, and we know it; this suffices for reason's share.
Why should they pause to give that love expression with gentle care?
Why should they pause? But still our hearts are aching with all the gnawing pain
Of hungry love that longs to hear the music, and longs and longs in vain.

We love them, and they know it; if we falter, with fingers numb,
Among the unused strings of love's expression, the notes are dumb.
We shrink within ourselves in voiceless sorrow, leaving the words unsaid,
And, side by side with those we love the dearest, in silence on we tread.

Thus on we tread, and thus each heart in silence its fate fullfils,
Waiting and hoping for the heavenly music beyond the distant hills.
The only difference of the love in heaven from love on earth below Is:
Here we love and know not how to tell it, and there we all shall know.


1:34 AM


Tuesday, April 7, 2009

love this the most




2:42 AM



The moon has risen the sun has gone,
The fairies come out one by one.
The stars light their way through the weary night.
They must get prepared for their untimely flight.
The winter has come much too soon.
They must flee this night, by the light of the moon.

The days are cold, the nights just as bad.
The fairies have lost what they once had.
The warmth of the sun, the breeze of the night,
Now they are desperate, fleeing by flight.


2:34 AM


Saturday, April 4, 2009

i love this.



7:27 AM



If I had one wish.
If one desire could come true.
If I had one wish.
My wish would be you.

If I could choose.
I would stay in your arms forever.
Our hearts would fuse.
And our love would become an endeavor.

I would wish for you to stay with me.
For you to be my love.
You would be my hearts key.
Forever my angel, my dove.

Forever is a long time.
To require in a single command.
I will write our love in a rhyme.
For it would be my demand.

I would ask of this.
Only with your permission.
Lost in a kiss.
Our love is my ambition.

So I wished upon the star.
The star that reminded me most of you.
My actions seemed bizarre.
But this wish I had to pursue.

If I had one wish.
My wish would be you.
And since I made that wish.
My wish has come true


7:27 AM


Friday, April 3, 2009

There is so much beauty in life
Beauty is a gift of God
Beauty is in the heart wich touches,
another
Simplicity is beauty.

Beauty of sun setting in to ocean,
in evening
Truth is beauty, beauty is truth
Beauty is the best treasure for,
one's eye
the beauty of a love that is real.

Bright colors of the rainbow,
the beauty of spring
What is beauty?
Beauty is you.


6:20 AM