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Rely On Me.
i'm your soul.

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hello :D my name is Nur Suliana. Sue love Red
and my family ,
born to see the world on the 17 September 1989.
Sue currently schooling at University Of Nevada,Las Vegas,Singapore Campus
major in Dip Food And Beverage Managment
Sue is a mix blood of jap,java & indon.
Believe it or not.

15 Random Facts.

ONE love my family. TWO a model at the CREATE TALENTS MODEL agency n Talent-TED. THREE im sexy. FOUR im hot. FIVE have 2 other siblings. SIX daddy's girl. SEVEN love editting pictures. EIGHT loves CARLO RINO. NINE don't like horror movies. TEN i am a dancer. ELEVEN love mummy's cooking. TWELVE like to say random things. THIRTEEN sing in the toilet. FOURTEEN im a career women. FIFTEEN basically, i love myself.


hearts talking.

A young girl born and put in this place
With a warm and distinctive look on her face
As she got older she was not like the rest
She was kind of different and her mother knew best
Though her eyes may despise you for who she is
Her heart shines like the sun
And she knows that on this earth there is more that could be done
Her achievements and ambition make the stars dance
But if some people would listen and give her a chance
To what she has to say, as she's being critiqued
You just might find out that she's simply unique
Did you know she's the person you pass on the street
Get to know her
.



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Sunday, June 24, 2007

Juz wake up frm ma afternoon nap.....i feel so unwell.....tomorrow school start...where all the stress begin.....nahhh..not tat stress up actually.....haiz......i dun knw where ma life will lead me to......i feel sick.......i may not attend school tomorrow......haiz......well wat can i say........im juz bored staying at home listen to ma mum,nenek,father lecturing me the same old thingy.......PERSONAL PROBLEMO....haiz..........gonna buy school shoes later.......malas g2......hmm.....why oh why..............................

me n him?? well wat can i say everthing fine alreadi....but not fully.....might not know wat gonna happen next..haiz......


thought of joining the audition fer suria new show ABADI....but too bad..nt reach 18 yet although i am goin tis yr........hmm........juz wait fer the next upcoming audition........wat may it be aite......

cant wait fer tomorrow to meet ma hubby.....*twist*
i miss him alot.....LOVE him even MORE......


"Cinta dimulai dengan sebuah senyuman dan berakhir dengan airmata kerana bahagia atau derita airmata tetap akan mengalir...."

"Satu hal yang menyedihkan dalam hidup,ketika bertemu dengan seseorang yang sangat bererti bagi kita,tetapi pada akhirnya seseorang tersebut tidak ditakdirkan untuk bersama kita,sehinggakan kita dengan berat hati membiarkannya pergi dan berlalu...."

"Kehidupan ini dipenuhi dengan seribu macam kemanisan tetapi untuk mencapainya perlu seribu macam pengorbanan"

"Kalaulah anda tidak mampu untuk menggembirakan orang lain, janganlah pula anda menambah dukanya."

"Hari ini bila ia datang, jangan biarkan ia berlalu pergi. Esok kalau ia masih bertandang, jangan harap ia akan datang kembali."

"Nikmat itu kadang-kadang tidak disedari, hanya apabila ia telah hilang barulah manusia benar-benar terasa."

"Setiap pertemuan pasti ada perpisahan, tetapi tidak semua perpisahan akan menjanjikan akan adanya pertemuan semula sesudah perpisahan itu."

You Are My Everything

You are my everything
My heart my soul
You are my everything
my love I can not control
you are my everything
my life my love
you are my everything
my love is as high as heaven and above
you are my everything
my world my mind
you are my everything
I will never leave you behind
you are my everything

My heart Beats for you
You are my everything
I will always be true



I will be loving and missing you always.........


4:51 PM


Saturday, June 23, 2007

i can't sleep yesterday.....i cried all nite....luckily my grandma is asleep.............i kept thinking why we met and suffer in the end.....HOW STUPID I AM TO LIE.....i love you...
i never kept secret to my love ones BUT when im with you,the secret that i have will ruin our relationship.......aku cuba mempertahankan rahsia yang tidak mungkin dia tahu......akhirnya terbongkar jua.......mengapa harus jad begini..........aku tidak pernah berahsia tetapi amat sukar bagiku untk memberitahunya tentang aku yang tidak pernah dia tahu....WHY!!!!!!!! aku takut jika dia tidak dpt menerima hakikat diriku yg sebenar........

im afraid tat he won't love me for who i am.....everthng seems so wonderful at first.....

feelin regret..... fer lying....argh!!! there's a reason why i lie...........

u hate me fer sure.....


I Am So Very Sorry

Saying I'm sorry....
does not begin to express.
How I feel....
about this unfortunate mess.

Saying I'm sorry....
will not take away the pain.
I know the heartache....
will for now remain.

Saying I'm sorry....
will not better anything.
Nor will it....
sooth the distressing sting.

Saying I'm sorry....
is all i can do.
I am very sorry..
that I hurt you.


I Never Meant To Hurt You

I never meant to hurt you
the way I know I have.
Your love means more to me
than anything and I'll do whatever it takes
to prove that to you.

Since the day I met you
and
your love touched my heart
I knew that my life would never be the same.

Please forgive me for the pain I've caused.
I'll make it up to you every chance I get.
You have my heart and my love forever....


I'm Sorry

I'm sorry for the things I've done,
And all the lies I've told,
I regret it very deeply now,
My nights are lonely and cold,
I'm sorry for the pain I've caused,
And all the hurt I brought,
I didn't realize it back then,
But there was a lesson to be taught,

I'm sorry for the way I treated you,
I should have listened to what you said,
I needed to block out all the bad stuff,
That put crazy thoughts inside my head,

I'm sorry for messing up,
And throwing everything away,
I promise I won't stop trying,
I'll fix everything somehow, someday


MY LAST CHANCE.............HERE I GO................


1:11 PM


Friday, June 22, 2007

me cryin in the dark....no one knows.....feel regret coz i lie...havin a relationship wit him...tough..cabaran...i really need to calm down myself in watever i did........i thought i cud handle tis myself but i just cant do it.....why i hav to do tis.......why me alone......there is no one to help me..neither my friends were there to help when im feelin down..........

feelin down...no mood...fer past few days..wanna know wat happen?? we argue..i think.....haiz...june holidays homework half way thru.........haiz...im so stress up......



a little thing tat matter...tats wat he say...im confused..stress....hopeless.........



WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dun bcoz of tat we hav to be lyke tis....i knw u nvr been happy wit me....it is juz a waste u knw.....



u know i really do love you..

u know i really do miss you..

u know i really do need you..



n yet i still cud lie to things tat u shud know.....

why i lie??

its simple....i juz doesnt want u to know the truth..

u will hate me fer sure....



its up tou now to decide...

TO TRUST OR NOT..



the onli thing tat i can promise is tat i can give u happiness..



but fer now...fer the past few days wat we did was just ARGUE....



i dun want tat to happen......



stress with him..family..school....peer pressure.......



why muz this happen to ma life......



is this wat i get FOR LYING TO THE GUY I LOVE??????????



oh why!!!!!!!!!!!!!



he say "tis will be the last chance....if not it will be the end"
WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BELUM LAG KU PUAS BERSAMAMU SUDAH KAU INGIN PERGI!!!!!!!
IM SUCH A LOSER!!!!!!!!! SULIANA U BETTER DIE THEN TO LIVE IN TIS WORLD!!! NO USE OF LIVING!!!

NEVER WANTS TO FALL IN LOVE AGAIN!!!
IT HURTS TOO MUCH!!! IT JUST TOO HURT TO HURTS OTHER PPL FEELINGS!!!

im sorry for what ive done...i really didnt mean to lie...i juz dun wanna hurt ur feelings..it seems tat im being selfish.....

im sorry for what i've done..im really sorry....

juz dun leave..not today nor tomorrow..nvr leave me....

i promise that........................................................................................................................................................................................................


12:09 AM


Sunday, June 17, 2007







PERTAPIS CHARITY CARNIVAL 2007


















































































































THE STORY...I WILL TELL U NEXT TIME.....NO TYME FER STORY TELLING....


5:53 AM


Saturday, June 16, 2007


Nocturnal Untamed Reveler Skillfully Undertaking Lustful, Intense Affection and Naughty Attentions


Get Your Sexy Name




i got nothng to do....hehehe...


2:50 AM


Friday, June 15, 2007



I'm waiting here for that someone,

everyday and night.

Needing someone,

to hold me tight.


To cheer me up,

when I'm sad.

And make me smile,

when I'm mad.



I need that someone,

that will always care.

Someone that will,

always be there.


Even when I'm right,

or even if I'm wrong.

And always there,

to keep me strong.



Someone to show me,

there is no fear.

Someone always there,

and always near.



Always helping me,

to get me through.

Someone there,

to say I love you.


Someone to be there

when I'm cold.

And always there,

for me to hold.


Someone there,

for me to think of.

Someone there,

to show me Love.
juz the same old routine..missing him missing him N keep missing him....haiz..


10:52 PM


Tuesday, June 12, 2007


*OTW HOME*EVERYONE SLEEPIN...SO TIRING*ME?? IM TAKIN TIS PIC OF COZ*
*Imagine tat it was HIM..*






*HAINI!!! Y U TAKE TIS PIC..hehe..nvrmind..i n ma adk sedara was looking at the otherz usin the internet usage*OH MY BUTT!!!*GETTIN READY TO SLEEP AITE*


*isn't he is CUTE??*



*Tis pic was taken LAST WEEK...wat a small kid*




IM BACK!!!!!!!! IM HOME AT LAST!!!! HAHAHAH...wat a day....so tiring....haiz...the 1st person tat i shud contact..of coz..ma dear HELMI..muahahax....



haiz..I MISS HIM.......y ma life has to b lyke tis....when i love tat sumone they wud gone..as if im being curse or wat....BUT i hope he won't..hmm....


ma holiday..oklh..nthg much to say..but the best part is SHOPPING!!! muhahahx...well shop till i drop...hehe.....i bought tis small bag frm SARAWAK..hehe...is it unique aite...although ma adk sedara say me and ma sis r nt fashionable...HELLO..do u knw the meaning of fashion...as if..duh...BUT IN MA MIND STILL MISSING HIM!!!!!!!

we like sumthng tat is diff frm others OKAY.....u juz a kid..u knw nthg....haiz.......cari pasal dgn salh org ler....haiz.....

I MISS MY DEAR HUBBY........where r u ma dear..at hm playin games..tk abes2.....bbl ngan aku tk nk..hahah....well...he seems mcm tk suka when i msg him..he say "maner ader..i terperanjat je..ingtkn alik mlm."....yeah2...haiz...wat u've been doin behind ma back aite??!!! hehe..JK....haiz...

skool...the 1st thng on ma mind when i thnk of him..hehe..cant wait liao.....haiz..im goin fatter....tis is wat ma cuzin say.."Nur..mampat sey!!!"...so?? wats the BIG DEAL aniwae.....aiyah.....

well..the onli thng i wanna say I MISS YOU SAYANG..


k lor i gtg..tired ley....


HELLO SINGAPORE...HELLO HELMI!!!!


3:50 PM


Monday, June 11, 2007



*RESTLESS WITHOUT HIM*
*LOVE HIM*MISS HIM*NEED HIM*

*THINKING OF ONE N ONLI*

*NOT BY MY SIDE*

*SEPARATION MOMENT*LOVE HER*CUZZY*

*WHO ELSE IF NOT ME N MY BESTIE*SISTER*FRIEND*SIBLINGS*WHERE IS THE OTHER ONE??*

*RAMBUT PERANG KT BLANGKG TU MA ABG SEDARA + MAKCIK2*NT COOL AT ALL*WE'RE THE SISTER*

*HE IS SMILING AT ME!!!*

*ME N THE TOWEL*HAISHHH*

*THE MAKCIK2..KAKAK2..ADEQ2...*SAY CHEESE*WHERE's THE OTHERz*

*PLEASE...I WANNA CRY..*

*SLEEPIN....ME N THE TOWEL....*EVERYWHERE I GO WIT THE TOWEL EVEN TO TOILET...haha..JK*

*TOWEL2*

*LOOKIN AT TIS RMBR HIM*





heyhey!!!

me here n still here in MALAYSIA..HOTEL MELIA..outside our hotel there is a CIRCUS!!! BUT too bad ma sis HAINI doesnt like clowns..haha..pity her...muaahahhax...hmm......nw havin break till mahgrib then go out again..eat dinner with the otherz dun knw where the hell the place is..usin the internet usage at the lobby...haizs.....wat i knw is I WANT TO GO HOME......i want to meet him..I NEED HIM..I MISS HIM BADLY.....i wanna cry......the rain will cry fer me...haiz.....

hell ya!!! i did some SHOPPING at the Dataran Pahlawan Mall.......at melaka......hell ya the stuff we quite expensive BUT still manage to but still manage to buysome stuff tat looks gd in ma eyes......cnt tell wat i bought..shhh..SECRET..hahax.....me n ma sis Haini went shoppin wit ma dad while the otherz...ma grandma,cuzin went other way to do their shoppin while ma adk sedara of coz wit her parentz..aper aganyer dier beli.......we shop till we drop..nahhh..juz kiddin....we shop n shop till evryone were lookin at us especially MAT2.....everyone there seems shocked or JAKUN pun ader mcm tk pernah nmpk org shopping...coz i was carrying 5 shoppin bags frm all the branded shops whille ma sis lengang lengok.....n i also did carry ma grandmas shoppin bags so it looks to b tat we are RICH....ppl think tat we r rich bcoz of the shopping bags tat i've carried.....10 shopping bags in total (bkan nk SHOW OFF or wat lh...).........hmm.....well ok lh.....but I CANT JUZ FORGET HIM....argh!!!! I WANNA GO HOME.....
wat to do??? sit arnd sniffing his towel n staring at the sec 3 pic of him..how CUTE...sniff sniff...haha.....BUT nt enuf fer me..I WANT HIM RITE INFRNT OF ME!!!!! haiz....

haiz..miss him alot liao.......nk kal nanti singa lapar mengamuk.(ma nenekz)......argh!! juz msg him although i knw that it will deduct $1 per msg.........hehe....do anythin to get thru him...hehe..
cant wait to go hm!!! i wanna cry..haiz..........

well i gtg........gettin ready fer solat maghrib.....tata.....

n bubbye ma dear HELMI......c ya soon....
*hugs n kisses*






























7:00 PM




* picture collage of me n ma sis*
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3:00 AM


Friday, June 8, 2007

well..im goin to malaysia tomorrow.......i wud b missing ma mama.ma sis n especially my dear hubby,helmi..hmm....hope he wud b fine without me.....hmm..haiz..i mizz u sayang......i wud b comin back onli on tuesday..

juz cant stop thinkinof him........

gtg..tata....bubbye SINGAPORE....bubbye HELMI...


9:48 AM


Sunday, June 3, 2007





How Much Do I Love You



How much do I love you

As far as I can see

Wider than the ocean

Taller than the trees


How much do I love you

I wish that you could see

All the love that's in my heart

And what you mean to me


That's why I say

I love you

Every day

And That's whyI say

I love,I love, I love you

Every day

I love, I love,I love you


How long will I love you

Forever and a day

From the first time that I met you

Love is here to stay

That's whyI say

I love you

Every day

And That's whyI say

I love,I love, I love you

Every day

I love, I love,I love you

Every day


Tell someone you love them

Every single day

Share some love andyou will find

Some more will come your way


That's why I love you

That's why I love you

That's why I Love youLove you,

Love youLove you


That's whyI say

I love you

Every day

And That's whyI say

I love,I love, I love you

Every day

I love, I love,I love you

Every day


3:53 AM




Guys,
do u realize that the girl who isholding onto u now is PERFECT in her
own special way?
The way she laughs..

The way she sleeps..

The way she sulks..

The way she smiles..

The way she cries..

The way she thinks of you..

The way she tries to please you...

The way she sacrifices for you..

The way she wants to understand you..

The way she's lovin you with all herheart!


Always remember that.

She can always get up and walk away,

getting someone else who can loves hermore.

There might be someone out there..

who is willing to love her more than

you are loving her now,

fulfill her every needs and loves her

asmuch as she loves you.

or maybe loves her more than she lovesyou..

but definitely lovin hermore than u do!


For all you know,

there's already might be someone outthere wooing her,

be it from a distance or as a gentleman..

but she is rejecting,

coz she believes in perfect love..

for whom she will share her joys ntears together..

for whom she will promise to befaithful..

for whom she will commit herself intoyou..


To her,you're her perfect love!

Understand that.


Guys,you might be thinking that the love isfading..

you can't find the freshness between

the two of you..

everything is stale to you now..

everywhere seems the same to you..

you said "been there done that".

so u went n look for another...

imagine this..

Behind her back,

you're hugging and kissing anothergirl..


When you see her today,u do the same..

but you still see love in her eyes..

while others are just some flings.

Do you feel the hurt?

Can you feel the guilt?

for you mustknow..

every new thing brings an excitement to us..

only to find the boredoom n sick ofitafter we're being so used together..


She might not be feeling the hurts now,

coz she won't know..

She might be feeling something's notright,

coz she can sense..

but she's still holding on to you,

not becoz she's stupid,

not becoz she's dumb,

not becoz she's a fool..

but bcoz..

she believes u will not break her full-hearted heart..

she believes u will not let her tearsflow..

she believes u will keep yourpromises..

she believes this is love!


She loves you not because you are pleasant looking,

sweet talker,

or that you have 5cs..

She loves you for who you are.

Your every touch,

every word you say,

everything you do.


She was born here inperfect..

everyone does!

Only what she wants from u is almostperfect!

and she knows she can't do it alone...

it needs two hands to clap...


Guys,

For her,

being the upmost girlfriend is to endure your every moves,

your every moodswings,

your everywords..

and actions.

Even dealing with the most unbearablepainshe will bear it for your sake..

but once she knows that the time is up,

she will leave you..

with the most unforgettable painfulmemoriesu both had,

from the sweetest to the very lastmoment she had to leave,

bcoz of ur doings..


Guys,

Cherish and appreciate your girl.

Don't break her fragile heart.

She is the only one who can loves youthis way.

You won't wanna regret letting go ofthat special girl you have.

For everything she has done for you,

the least you can do is to give herunconditional loveas she has given toyou..

coz u should know,

her love and sacrifice doesn't meanforever,

when she had finally realised..

you don't worth her love,

she will leave u for the one whowell-deserved her love..


Guys,

dun ever leave the one u love,

for the one u like..

coz one day..

the one u like will leave u,

for the one they love...




2:32 AM


Saturday, June 2, 2007

halo2.....well it has been a very tiring day fer me...haiz...in ma mind thnking of HIM..oh shit....focus on ur werk suliana.......im havin fever n yet i still hav to do some werk fer ma lil bro Circumcision Ceremony which was held today at Blk 146,Pasir Ris Street 11....bla bla bla...all the makcik kept sayin...

"Nur,tlg ambik nie...Nur tlg ambik tu..Nur,tlg buat nie...Nur,tlg buat tu.."...oh great!!!


well I MISS HIM!!!! argh!!!!! Well doin the "rewang" since yesterday afternoon then slept over at ma bibik's crib.....yeah.....all ma lil cuzins were there includin all ma lovely dear cuzins which has been a long time since we met......



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ma stupid cuzin took a pic of me as soon as i cry bcoz i miss him...



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Tears of sadness



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Buzy grandmazzz



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My dad bz bz...



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My adeq sedara who is the one yg kena SUNAT...muahahax..





Yesterday at about 11 ++ as soon as i was about to play The Sims 2 at PLAYSTATION 2.....haiz...ma phone rang.......someone UNKNOWN called ma hp at 11++...who the hell might b callin me at tis hr..haiz...

i picked up tat damn hp....in ma mind i was juz THINKING OF HIM....dier balik kampung...haiz...pas tu aku tk ckp aper2 biler aku angkt kal tu...i juz kept quiet..then aku dh malas aku ckp....to my SUPRISED....MY ONE N ONLI called me....I JUZ CAN'T BELIEVE IT....sbaik sahaja aku dgr suara dier di hujung talian,dadaku berdegup dgn kuat...sperti aku ingin terjun dari tingkat yg tinggi..OMG!!! he called me!!!! AHHHHH!!!! UNBELIVABLE!!! i was SPEECHLESS.....i can't even say a word....OMG!!!!! at last i cud hear his voice in the phone..it was damn diff......haha..haiz...well at least the important thing he care to call me in the middle of the nite..curi2 kal..haha..naughty guy..hehe....well I MISS HIM!!! haiz....we talk n talk n SUDDENLY ma stupid hp went off..MA PREPAID!!!!! AHHH!!!! dh abis...haiz...i cried juz bcoz ma ppd had finish..haiz..half way talk n the phone juz went off juz lyke tat...DAMN IT!!!



then at 1am i went to bed hoping tat i cud dream of him....haiz....





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Me n ma dear adeq sedara Amira..



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Kuda Kepang fer the Ceremony



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Oooops...saper nie....



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aper tgk2...





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All ma dear adeq2 sedara...playin PS2



haiz..feeeling bored..liao...





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BUT at least there is another HELMI to keep me company....



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Even though he is another HELMI...still can't replace ma hubby...hmm...



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malu atau SHOW OFF??



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There is still Tears behind tis smileing face




MISSING HIM BADLY.....oh it is 11.07pm..better sleep nw..so damn tired..haiz....


to ma dear hubby..c ya on monday!!! i miss ya..




7:45 AM