went to watch XMEN at Lido...then after that all of us go different ways.my siblings went to see their boyfie..my parents go dating at vivo then me...nowhere to go...then my friends call me up asking where am i..so then meet up at cineleisure..then after that go marina...lepak2 then go esplanade lepak2 again then after that nowhere to go,all headed to MUSTAFA CTR..wth....then one of them say wants me to go hm at 1am coz have to wait for his gf come back frm werk at 12.30am....but i tell them i cant...i wanna go hm before 11pm...then we all headed hm...haha..n btw MR CHEF..i miss you.i want you to know that..but it seems you are just ignoring every single words i say..why?


I am insecure and empty
I wonder how long my life will last
I hear a low buzzing in my head
I see a thousand types of pain inflicted on me
I want to feel again
I am insecure and empty

I pretend to be okay
I feel nothing
I touch nothing
I worry my life will end too soon because I cannot handle the pain any longer
I cry myself to sleep
I am insecure and empty

I understand that I can change
I say I am okay when I’m not
I dream of the things that I want in my life
I try to change, but fail
I hope the pain is taken away
I am insecure and empty

I miss you,Mr Chef

♥ 11:30 PM