You and I must make a pact, we must bring salvation back

Where there is love, I'll be there

I'll reach out my hand to you, I'll have faith in all you do

Just call my name and I'll be there

Chorus:

And oh - I'll be there to comfort you,

Build my world of dreams around you, I'm so glad that I found you

I'll be there with a love that's strong

I'll be your strength, I'll keep holding on - yes I will, yes I will

Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter

Togetherness, well that's all I'm after

Whenever you need me, I'll be there

I'll be there to protect you, with an unselfish love I respect you

Just call my name and I'll be there

(chorus)

If you should ever find someone new, I know he'd better be good to you

'Cos if he doesn't, I'll be there

Don't you know, baby, yeah yeah

I'll be there, I'll be there, just call my name, I'll be there

(Just look over your shoulders, honey - ooh)

I'll be there, I'll be there, whenever you need me, I'll be there

Don't you know, baby, yeah yeah

I'll be there, I'll be there, just call my name, I'll be there...

♥ 11:31 PM

Akon:
Konvict
Kat DeLuna and Akon

M mm, yeah

Red one convict
Yeah

Am I dreaming?

I'm not like all those other guys
Have you believing
It's to good to be true
And they come smothered in lies
Oh so deceiving
Leaving you black and blue
See I'm show you
And get to know you
So girl,
Let me do what I do
And get it for you?
A hundred for you?
And make sure you
Feeling brand new

I know you never had a brother
Like me that was on another level
Squeezing you like you like it
Never hold back and never settle
Have your body trembling
Got you burning up like a kettle
Before you know it
We'll be sleeping
And dreaming this forever
Can you feel it
I kiss you so
You know it's real
I can see it
That beautiful body
And that sex appeal
(am I dreaming)
I know you wonder
If this real
Never go back to the
Thing that use
To give you something
You can feel

And when we kissed under the moon
Am I dreaming...
He showed me things I never knew
Am I dreaming...
He know exactly what to do
[x2] am I dreaming...
Am I...
[x2] am I... dreeeeaming
(akon
Oeh, girl you're not dreaming)
(akon;
I can show you baby
That you're not dreaming)

Yea, yea, yea, yea, yea, yea, yea

Got my heart up in this dance
What a beautiful man
That batchata as we rock on the set
Put his hand over my hips
Started looking at his lips
I'm the luckiest girl in the land
And I can't believe the way you
Got me feeling right

I don't wanna leave this place
Stay right by my side
But in my head I never thought
I could fall in love with you...

And when we kissed under the moon
Am I dreaming...
He showed me things I never knew
Am I dreaming...
He know exactly what to do
[x2] am I dreaming...
Am I...
[x2] am I... dreeeeaming
(akon;
Oeh, girl you're not dreaming)
(akon;
I can show you baby
That you're not dreaming)

Baby wish
We never left the floor, I don't know
Don't wanna be alone anymore
We have something measured out, I don't know
Are you real, am I dreaming...

The way you shake it to the right
And shake it to the left
Now and I would into the keep you
Dreaming like this [2x]

[x2]
Oh eh, oh eh, oh eh oh
Oh eh oh eh, oh ah

♥ 10:59 PM

why do parents get divorced in the first place?
why do the children have to deal with all the pain that on goes through?
why do the fathers fuck everything up?
why is it that once they get divorced they don‘t care for you the same way they used to?
why don‘t they think about how the children are going to feel having two homes ?
why don‘t they think about how we feel about having to see them date other people? do they like hurting us any way they can?
some body please tell me why do things never worn out between our parents?
next thing why do they get married if they have already know that one of them is already cheating while they are dating ?
yeah they say well i gave him another chance?
so now i am afraid to get married just end up getting divorced.
WHY PUT US THROUGH PAIN?

♥ 2:00 PM

Where do I start?
How do I begin?
To tell you how much
I never want this to end
Why you burn in my mind
And fill up my soul
How you live in my heart
And keep living from taking its toll
I need you more today
Than I ever have before
Every time I touch you
Ilove you all the more
No one can ever take your place
Or do the things you do
Nothing pleases me more
Than loving the essence of you
Tell me you love me
By looking into my eyes
Say that you want me
By whispering your sighs
Ask me to love you
By the gentleness of your kiss
Tell me you love me
Your love I truly miss.

♥ 7:59 AM

jiwaku adalah jiwamu yang bertanya
hatiku adalah hatimu setiap sepi
dikala kau kehilangan arah terkadang aku yang menunjukan jalan
jangan ragu dengan jiwamu karna aku merasakannya
tak usah bimbang dengan hatimu karna aku menemanimu
tak usahlah bingung dengan hidupmu karna asamu kan ku dekati
melangkah dalam setiap nafasmu aku akan menuntunmu kesana
aku adalah jiwamu didalam dirimu yang tak pernah berhenti membisikkanmu
ingat kau tidak sendiri dan tidak sepi
aku menjadi suara hatimu disetiap kau bernafas dan
aku adalah jiwamu yang akan terus menemanimu
_aku sayang kamu_

♥ 9:38 AM

♥ 12:56 AM

Im finally happy, yes its true
You took the time
to break my shell
To let the real me shine through

I never thought I’d be here today
to be loved
to be cared for
I dont want it any other way

If you werent here
when I needed you the most
would bring my life to an end
like my lungs with no air
you helped me not choke

So, I thank you
for all that I’ve put you through
just letting you know I care
and yes, I love you.

Dedicated to: Joe Kilat

♥ 11:00 PM

He calls to me across the miles
Night winds carry his whispers
They float on the breeze and through my windows
Falling gently upon my ears
- Hush -
I hear him now.

He calls to me from the heavens
Glittering stars cannot compare to the sparkle of his eyes
When he looks at me, I am consumed by the fire
I see him now.

He calls to me through my dreams
Dancing together in the shadows of my sleep
Where we laugh and love once again
I am in his arms
I feel him now.

He calls to me
Every moment of every day
Distance couldn't keep us apart
When destiny drew us together
I'll hold him for eternity
As long as he keeps calling.

♥ 10:00 PM

boredom strike in class

♥ 10:30 AM

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.


When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.


When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how
long you will be around.


When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all
fine.


When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.


When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.



When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.



When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.



When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more than
that.



Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ...



Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

who calls you back when you hang up on him.

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses
your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he
is to have you.

Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '


p/s:now in school..

♥ 10:00 AM

When leaders make a mistake,
they say, "I was wrong."

When followers make mistakes,
they say, "It wasn't my fault."

A leader works harder than a follower
and has more time;

a follower is always "too busy"
to do what is necessary.

A leader goes through a problem;

a follower goes around it and never gets past it.

A leader makes and keeps commitments;

a follower makes and forgets promises.

A leader says, "I'm good, but not as good as I ought to be;"

a follower says, "I'm not as bad as a lot of other people."

Leaders listen;

followers just wait until it's their turn to talk.

Leaders respect those who are superior to them and tries to learn something from them;

followers resent those who are superior to them and try to find chinks in their armor.

Leaders feel responsible for more than their job;

followers say, "I only work here."

A leader says, "There ought to be a better way to do this;"

followers say, "That's the way it's always been done here."

♥ 9:00 PM

In your eyes, I saw a world,
full of love and free of hurt,
in your eyes, I saw pain,
deeper than ones I maintain,
in your eyes, I saw a struggle,
against troubles that life juggle,
in your eyes, I saw innocence,
matched by only one in millions,
in your eyes, I saw love,
endless, boundless, and full of awe,
never in my memory can I kill,
the beauty of your eyes that simply thrill,
mesmerized was I, when I caught your gaze,
the sight of those two black pearls,
made my deepest emotions to amaze.

♥ 10:00 PM

When I fall in love,
I want to be
with him
always;

In happiness,
to smile with him,
and be the one
to hug him near.

In sadness,
to cry with him,
and be the one
to dry his tears.

When I fall in love,
I will spend my
every waking
and sleeping
moments
with him

and catch each
moment in its
eternally
lovely
form.

When I fall in love,
I will miss him
the very moment
I say 'goodbye'

and my heart
will yearn for
the very moment
I say ‘hello'.

When I fall in love,
all my old hurts
and pains
will seem
lost and
faded
away

and I will be
strong and
brave
once
again.

When I fall in love,
I want you
to be happy
always, ever

and feel like
the happiest
person
of them
all . . .

Because that's

what I will feel,

when I fall in love,

with you.

♥ 12:03 AM

Enrique:
Go ahead just leave, can't hold you, you're free
You take all these things, if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams, 'cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt
You think I don't know you're out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you're stone cold, you say it ain't so,
You already know I'm not attached to material

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
My love..

Ciara:
Yeah
What did I do but give love to you
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet, all that's not me
Go 'head, keep the keys, that's not what I need from you
You think that you know (I do), you've made yourself cold (Oh yeah)
How could you believe them over me, I'm your girl
You're out of control (So what?), how could you let go (Oh yeah)
Don't you know I'm not attached to material

Both:
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

Enrique:
So all this love I give you, take it away, (Unh, uh huh)

Ciara:
You think material's the reason I came, (Unh, uh huh)

Enrique:
If I had nothing would you want me to stay (Unh, uh huh)

Ciara:
You keep your money, take it all away

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takïn' back my love, my love, my love, my love

Ooh, my love
Ooh, my love

♥ 12:03 AM

Life desires love
Love hires life
Love inspires life
Life expires love
Life recreates love
Love creates life
Love impresses life
Life expresses love
Life tires love
Love fires life

So what?
Why so many lives lost for love?
Was there any love lost for life?
There was a Savior who lost His for love
Yeah, even a pure love for his people
But a phony one who wants to save all
For his love of power and glory came
And declared a great war in heaven
An eternal war of good and evil
The casualties were and are so great
And the loyalties firm to retaliate

Each time a man made his choice
Whether in plain or on sea's noise
These seemingly antonyms of old
With enmity from ancient foretold
One could receive a life eternal
While the other death infernal
One may use things to love people
The other use people to love things
But few can use both things and men
To feed their endless obsessions' den
Does this mean that man's choice a day
Will determine his eternal pathway?
Absolutely! Towards his own destiny
To cradle his life and love in continuity
With its fractions and frictions of eternity!

♥ 12:00 PM

tired tired tired.sick sick sick.toodles.sleep sleep sleep.

♥ 8:23 PM

to mama ku yg disayang...

Happy Mother’s Day to my dear Mum,

Author of my personality:

Pleased, I hope, with what you read in me;

Pleased, I hope, with episodes to come.

Yet now I, too, would get some pleasure from

Making you the book in which I see,

Of all the players in my family,

The central character, whom I would plumb.

How beautiful to move in that direction!

Each to each a separate source of pleasure,

Reading in the other’s happiness,

‘Mid much description, underlying love.

So would we deepen the connection,

Discovering new passages to treasure

As we follow time towards tenderness,

Yearning for what years unread will prove.


i love you mama.
*currently watching Arsenal VS Chelsea

on MC...
having sore eyes..
n gatal2..

♥ 11:30 PM

nothing to do in class so webcam while me with my lappy doing resume.....haha....boring....lol...

♥ 6:18 AM

If I died tomorrow
would you regret this fight
would you wish you talked to me
instead of pretending I don't exist

If I died tomorrow
would you cry for me
would you feel like an ass
for making me suffer

If I died tomorrow
would you fight for me
would you be the one to say
she deserved better than this

If I died tomorrow
would you really know
would you know that you're my best friend
and that I died for you

♥ 9:21 AM

Way this write I When
understand can't You
can you maybe But
you tell can't I
reverser the am I
this understand can people many So
reverser the am I But
reverse I hear you Everything

but maybe I am not
a good reverser
am I maybe Or
break a me Give
it do to tough so It's
it to used get you But

reverser the am I
world my to Welcome
say to much have I For

woots! first tyme doing this.
todays temperature: 37.8 degree

♥ 11:20 PM

temperature:37.4 today..

well..today no mood of writing poem or poetry..because need brain to do that.now my brains seems not functioning properly...hmmm..now im doing nothing but just rotting at home..no school for me today...came back from clinic then the doctor wants to gave me MC till thursday! OH NO!! i reject it...i tell him.."its okay i just need my medicine.."..im sick..having a fever..cough..flu..to people who know me they might know the reason why i will get sick is because......im the type of person who does not easily get sick..

well...im bloody bored right now....so then go pasar bought some stuff my mum ask me too...then all the makcik2 look at me at one kind..then one of them ask.."gi pasar nak?" "sorang ajer ke?" "nak masak aper nie?"....i just smile and ans all the question they asked me......heehaw..

then after that cook sambal goreng,ikan goreng masak kicap n bagerdil....then pack for my dad to work...then pack for jo also coz he is hungry at school..then go all the way to ite bukit batok just to send him that food...NEVER SAY THANK YOU..wats this...hmmph...penat2 tk ckp terima kasih..well then meet mummy as she wants to see doctor then after that go bradell to see atok...wee~

after that hoem sweet home...wonder wat my friends are doing in school....

yesterday im having a bad luck!! woots! 37.2 increase to 37.5 degree.

_under pressure_

♥ 8:30 PM

Name 20 people, at the end of the survey choose 5 people to do this survey.Don't read the questions yet , name 20 people first.

1.Johan
2.Ammierul
3.Haini
4.Aisah
5.Indra
6.Suffy
7.Raudhah
8.Razak
9.Shakirah
10.Jimmy
11.Aisyah
12.Yunfang
13.Fauziela
14.Izzat
15.Saiful
16.Atiqah
17.Basirun
18.Farhan
19.Andrew
20.Helmi


1. How did you meet 14 ? In ITE CLEMENTI STUDENT COUNCILLOR. :]

2. What will you do if you have not met 1 ? Lead life as usual. So What?

3. What if 9 & 20 dated each other ? Cannot be! 9 is attached to 10! 20 is my ex!

4. Will 6 & 17 date each other ? NO.

5. Describe 3 : Crazy! XD

6. Do you think 8 is attractive ? No! Cute can be. :]

7. Describe 7 ? Cute short girl :]

8. Do you know any family members of 12 ? Sad to say , know =(

9. What language does 15 speaks? Malay & English

10. Who is 9 hanging out with all the time ? Her clique & Jimmy! :]

11. How old is 16 this year ? 17 turning 18 , legal :]

12. What is 1's favourite singer, actor , actress or band?
Singer: not sure.haha
Actor / Actress: never heard talk about it.haha sori
Band: punk rock ar

13. Have you dated 4 ? yeah! always.she is my sister! =,=

14. Had you ever date 2 ? yes. :]

15. Is 19 single now ? As far as i know , yes :]

16. What is 10 last name ? ermmm...not sure :[

17. Would you ever be in relationship with 11 ? we been friends since PRIMARY

18. What's the school of 3 ? Yuan Ching Secondary School

19. Where does 6 stay ? Somewhere in the purple line :]

20. What is your favourite thing about 5? PAPA HOUSE!!

Now choose 5 people to do this survey :
Anyone care to do this quiz?
I will be please :]

♥ 8:07 PM

For some folks the color of love is RED ... fiery and hot,

For others the color is BLUE ... placid and calm,

For some it's YELLOW... caring but cautious,

For others it's ORANGE ... rich and fruitful,

For some the color is LAVENDER ... gentle and kind,

For others it's PURPLE ... sacrificing and giving,

For some it's GREEN ... with its go, go, go,

For others the color is WHITE ... pure and undefiled.

But for me the color is RAINBOW ...

RED and BLUE, YELLOW and ORANGE,

LAVENDER and PURPLE, GREEN and WHITE.

The RAINBOW painted by GOD is a symbol of forever-love.

And as long as there is sunshine and rain there will always be

RAINBOWS.

And as long as there are

RAINBOWS

there will always be forever-love for you.

♥ 3:25 PM

went to watch XMEN at Lido...then after that all of us go different ways.my siblings went to see their boyfie..my parents go dating at vivo then me...nowhere to go...then my friends call me up asking where am i..so then meet up at cineleisure..then after that go marina...lepak2 then go esplanade lepak2 again then after that nowhere to go,all headed to MUSTAFA CTR..wth....then one of them say wants me to go hm at 1am coz have to wait for his gf come back frm werk at 12.30am....but i tell them i cant...i wanna go hm before 11pm...then we all headed hm...haha..n btw MR CHEF..i miss you.i want you to know that..but it seems you are just ignoring every single words i say..why?


I am insecure and empty
I wonder how long my life will last
I hear a low buzzing in my head
I see a thousand types of pain inflicted on me
I want to feel again
I am insecure and empty

I pretend to be okay
I feel nothing
I touch nothing
I worry my life will end too soon because I cannot handle the pain any longer
I cry myself to sleep
I am insecure and empty

I understand that I can change
I say I am okay when I’m not
I dream of the things that I want in my life
I try to change, but fail
I hope the pain is taken away
I am insecure and empty

I miss you,Mr Chef

♥ 11:30 PM

Mr Chef,
Call me when you're safe at home
Call me when you're alone
Call me when you're happy,sad or angry
Call me for support
Call me if you miss me,love me
Call me when you have no one

All you have to do is pick up the phone
And dial those eight little numbers
And I'll be ready for anything
Just call,i am waiting.

♥ 12:08 AM

Mr Chef
I never really knew you
you were always just a friend
but when i got to know you
i let my heart unbend
i couldn't help past memories
that would only make me cry
i had to forget my first love
and give love another try
so Ive falling in love with you
i will never let you go
i love you more than anything
i just had to let you know
and if you ever wonder why
i don't know what ill say
but ill never stop loving you
each and every day
my feelings for you will never change
but just know my feelings are true
and please remember one thing
that is:
I LOVE YOU


I wanna meet,i wanna meet,
and that is you.

♥ 12:40 PM