To: Johan Iskandar


you made me feel amazing
like i am the world's princess
yet this feeling sometimes worries me
because you weren't my dream guy
and may never be.....

i love you so..
that's forever true
but to forget him its just so hard
i can't hide this anymore...
he's not my dream guy either..
but the way he made me feel
no special words needed
he made me feel so special and attached
that's make me attached to him forever..

knowing now he's in love with me
i don't regret that i want to be with him
but there's a feeling
that's really sad inside
of wanting to be with him
because he could be the guy in my dream..

really hurts when facts come
when i am already with you
I am happy to be with you
as well with him..
he doesn't make me feel like a most beautiful princess

this is complicated to me
but i will try harder to work on our relationship
and keep working
and forget what i use to have with him..

but what if i can't..
who should i let go..
him
or
you...

♥ 3:59 AM