AT LAST!!! GET TO UPDATE!!! BUT IM FEELING DEPRESSED AND CONFUSED RITE NW!!!
tis
bad feelings towards
her started to grow....terguris hatiku....
setiap kali ku melihat wajahnya..
hatiku membara...
why muz i hav tis weird feelings towards her....
Why muz i hate her....she did nothing wrong.....she is innocent......
WHY!!!!!! oh god...juz let tis
BAD feelings fade away....why....why must be her........
why do i hav to love u at the first place.......
why.....oh dear...
knp mesti ader perasaan cemburu yg begitu kuat sekali setiap kali kau menyebut namernyer.....
MENGAPA....
sedangkan tidak pernah aku membenci dia.....tetapi hadirnya dirimu dlm hidupku aku runsing..
perasaan benci yg tidak pernah aku alami timbul dengan sekelip mata..........knp hidupku harus jad begini........
adakah engkau benar menyintai aku???apakah benar hanya aku yang satu??apakah engkau sememngnya setia??
i trust u..........
The hatred that I feel
The hatred it will kill
Me inside, so slowly
For the outside me aint holy
And not completely able
To express my feelings so real
And painful
Its shameful
But I hate herI do hate her
And if I say so I shall be beaten
And bloodied again
it has happened before
so now I wait
I wait and hate
And die and cry
And leave.
GoodBye...
WHY MUST I HATE HER????!!!!!!!!!!!!!WHY!!!!!!! WHY!!!!!!!!!!help me!! SOMEBODY!!!!
♥ 8:30 PM
