me cryin in the dark....no one knows.....feel regret coz i lie...havin a relationship wit him...tough..cabaran...i really need to calm down myself in watever i did........i thought i cud handle tis myself but i just cant do it.....why i hav to do tis.......why me alone......there is no one to help me..neither my friends were there to help when im feelin down..........feelin down...no mood...fer past few days..wanna know wat happen?? we argue..i think.....haiz...june holidays homework half way thru.........haiz...
im so stress up......a little thing tat matter...tats wat he say...im confused..stress....hopeless.........
WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dun bcoz of tat we hav to be lyke tis....i knw u nvr been happy wit me....it is juz a waste u knw.....
u know i really do love you..u know i really do miss you..u know i really do need you..n yet i still cud lie to things tat u shud know.....
why i lie??
its simple....i juz doesnt want u to know the truth..
u will hate me fer sure....its up tou now to decide...
TO TRUST OR NOT..the onli thing tat i can promise is tat i can give u happiness..
but fer now...fer the past few days wat we did was just ARGUE....
i dun want tat to happen......
stress with him..family..school....peer pressure.......why muz this happen to ma life......
is this wat i get
FOR LYING TO THE GUY I LOVE??????????oh why!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he say "tis will be the last chance....if not it will be the end"
WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BELUM LAG KU PUAS BERSAMAMU SUDAH KAU INGIN PERGI!!!!!!!IM SUCH A
LOSER!!!!!!!!! SULIANA U BETTER DIE THEN TO LIVE IN TIS WORLD!!! NO USE OF LIVING!!!NEVER WANTS TO FALL IN LOVE AGAIN!!!
IT HURTS TOO MUCH!!! IT JUST TOO HURT TO HURTS OTHER PPL FEELINGS!!!
im sorry for what ive done...i really didnt mean to lie...i juz dun wanna hurt ur feelings..it seems tat im being selfish.....im sorry for what i've done..im really sorry....juz dun leave..not today nor tomorrow..nvr leave me....i promise that........................................................................................................................................................................................................
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