i can't sleep yesterday.....i cried all nite....luckily my grandma is asleep.............i kept thinking why we met and suffer in the end.....
HOW STUPID I AM TO LIE.....i
love you...
i never kept secret to my love ones
BUT when im with you,the secret that i have will ruin our relationship.......aku cuba mempertahankan rahsia yang tidak mungkin dia tahu......akhirnya terbongkar jua.......mengapa harus jad begini..........aku tidak pernah berahsia tetapi amat sukar bagiku untk memberitahunya tentang aku yang tidak pernah dia tahu....
WHY!!!!!!!! aku takut jika dia tidak dpt menerima hakikat diriku yg sebenar........
im afraid tat
he won't love me for who i am.....everthng seems so
wonderful at first.....
feelin regret..... fer lying....argh!!! there's a reason why i lie...........
u
hate me fer sure.....
I Am So Very SorrySaying I'm sorry.... does not begin to express. How I feel.... about this unfortunate mess. Saying I'm sorry.... will not take away the pain.I know the heartache.... will for now remain. Saying I'm sorry.... will not better anything. Nor will it.... sooth the distressing sting. Saying I'm sorry.... is all i can do.I am very sorry..that I hurt you.I Never Meant To Hurt YouI never meant to hurt youthe way I know I have.Your love means more to methan anything and I'll do whatever it takesto prove that to you.Since the day I met you andyour love touched my heartI knew that my life would never be the same.Please forgive me for the pain I've caused.I'll make it up to you every chance I get.You have my heart and my love forever....I'm SorryI'm sorry for the things I've done,And all the lies I've told,I regret it very deeply now,My nights are lonely and cold,I'm sorry for the pain I've caused,And all the hurt I brought,I didn't realize it back then,But there was a lesson to be taught,I'm sorry for the way I treated you,I should have listened to what you said,I needed to block out all the bad stuff,That put crazy thoughts inside my head,I'm sorry for messing up,And throwing everything away,I promise I won't stop trying,I'll fix everything somehow, somedayMY LAST CHANCE.............HERE I GO................
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