♥ 3:24 AM

Love is Not Jealous

Jealousy usually indicates an insecure and immature heart. Love wants the best for others, but jealousy is possessive. Jealous is reflected in the childish statement, "If he is going to talk to her, then he can just forget about me!" Often, one person wants to totally possess the other and to restrict her relationships with others.

Love is Not Brag

Love is not a windbag and is not anxious to impress. Often a guy will brag to a girl, trying to impress her so that she will like him. A truly great person, however, does not need to exalt himself! Others will exalt him.

Love is Not Arrogant

Love is not conceited, boastful, cocky, or stuck-up. Love, instead, is humble and has a servant attitude. Sometimes, a guy may come across to a girl with an "I can take you or leave you" attitude. His demeanour implies, "You ought to be thankful that somebody as neat as me is dating you." Of course, this is not love.

Love always covers

This word cover means to pass over in silence, to keep confidential. Love is patient with the faults of others. It doesn't critcise and broadcast to the world the faults of others. Love is there even when it knows the other is not perfect.

Love always Perseveres

Love always stands its ground and holds out. It will outlast anything. It will even love in the face of unreturned love.Real love will last though all sorts of trials, tribulations and stresses.
Love is Not ProvokedThis means that love has a long fuse. It does not become irritated and angry. It is not easily offended. Love does not seek its own This is the heart of love. Love is other-centred rather than self-centred. Love says, "I love you, I want to give to you." Selfishness says, "I love you, I want you!"

Love does not act unbecomingly

This means that love does not behave disgracefully, dishourably or indecently. It does not embarrass others by its action. It is characterised by tact and sensitivity. This also means that love should have good manners. Be sure to do little things like opening doors for your girl, or offering her your arm when you walk together.

Love is forgiving

Lastly, this is a MUST for a successful love story. If a guy is not willing to forgive and forget when his girlfriend is one hour late, he is not exhibiting love. Love doesn't hold grudges when it has been wronged. It doesn't remain resentful. Remember this: Love forgets past failures and sins.

♥ 3:01 AM

well today like ma daily routine..went to skool as there is a remedial..oh crap....im so damn tired..

At 8.30 to 10.00>>Math Remedial
At 10.00 to 4.00>>Dnt Coursework

haiz..yesterday schedule was the worst ever..

8.30 am to 10.00 am>>Math Remedial
10.30 am to 12.00 pm>>Geog Remedial
12.30 pm to 4.30 pm>>Dnt Coursework
4.30 pm to 6.00 pm>>Chemistry Remedial
6.30 pm to 10.00pm>>Meet The Parents Session

was so damn tiring..

Helmi?? he was having "FUN" in camp..well what i heard frm BEDAH..he missed me BADLY...
realli meh?? or juz sayin it to make me happy??
well i trust u..
I MISS U TOOOO HUBBBYYY..
haiz..well life is nthg to me without him..CHEY..tis is what usually gerls say when we fall in luv..unless tat gerl is way too matured....duh....
I MISS HIM ALOT LIKE HELL SIA......haiz..

we msg each other till at arnd 1 to 2 plus in the morn...WOOOOOAAAAHH....haha...i was tired bt juz keep goin...

well then today..hehe....we went back home together....
ader dier bersihkn diri dia kt toilet skolh..nk wangi nyer pasal...aku tau dier wangi..muahahhax..aper aje je lh si dia tu..
pas tu dier kluar dari toilet....terperanjat aku dier kai baju putih GIORDANO,sluar pendek QUICKSILVER n slipar dier tu.....he look SOOOOOO CUTE...naseb baek lh kt skolh....klau tk dh lamer aku peluk dier kuat2....haiz...aper naseb bdn..heheh.....
well ngan rambut dier.....haiz..CAIR aku dbuatnyer...Helmi2.....mcm aner lh ko blh ngan aku..

kadang aku rase dunia nie pelik lh.....haiz...padahal aku tk knal pun si HELMI nie.....kiter cumer berkwn stakat as classmate je itu pun kadang2 tk bbl langsung cuma si FIR aje yg bbl....dier ngan diri n member dier..tk terfikir pun yg dier blh ngan aku...kadang2 fikirkn alik..klakar lak..rasa nyer nk ketawa pun ader..haiz...

EH DH KUL 2 PAGI...lebih baek aku tdo.....esk nk g PUSARA lag.....k..tata...

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Im so confused
over you and him
you were there PERFECT and FINE
then this guy came into my mind

i dont know what to do
you held me close and kept me WARM made me SMILE
we had things going great our LOVE was in miles and miles

you and i
and now this guy
oh great ... im puzzled,heartbroken and now sad
i dont know, why oh why is it happening to me..are you mad

this guy
you
its hard to chose

may i chose another day?
this is to hard right now
to much LOVE for one day ...

Bt then i knw who im goin to make me HAPPY...

i knw who i want to b with...

n the guy is you...

♥ 3:44 AM

Love me like you never love someone before
Love me until the day we die in the same bed
We need to love each other for life no matter what gets between us
We need each other
We was made to love not made to break hearts like mine or anybody else.

Love is a strong word to say
So when you say i love you mean it dint play with it sat it like you what to love me.

Love me don't lose my love for you.
Love love love me we have love for each other we can love no matter what.

So lets love not hurt i give you mine.
Trust me my love.
We have love.
Love Love Love Me

♥ 5:09 AM

well today..juz lyke normal dayz......i will be staying over at ma grandma's place...haiz...wat is goin to happen to my life....why izzit so difficult....y can't i juz hav a happy life wit a happy family......

well yesterday....
air mata seorg lelaki telah mengalir kluar akhirnya........

helmi memberitahu kpd ku bahawa dia runsing dgn keadaan yg tdk menentu....
aku rasa serba slh terhadap itu..adakah kerana ku dia n Naz tidk rapat seperti dulu?? adakh kerana ku kwn2 nya kata dier "matikn member"???? Nie smua salahku.....mungkin memang salahku.....dia tdk habis2 mengatakn bahawa dia n Naz telah rapat dari menengah 1......aku tahu itu smua...dia seakan2 menyalahkn ku.........

**sayang shud we be together???

well.....wat can i say..i m also confused....

aku tahu dia amat menyayangiku...sehinggakn dia sanggup korbankn untk bersamaku walaupun rakan2nya kata demikian....
tetapi smpai bilakh sayangnya terhadapku ini....adakh sama seperti yudis telah mempermainkn hatiku ataupun helmi sememangnya seorg lelaki yg ku cari slama ini....

aku amat menyayanginya.....aku setia dgn nya.......aku harap dia rasa apa yg ku rasa....

**Helmi....i hope u won't dissapoint me.......i trust u.....
n aku meminta maaf kepada mu jika aku tlah menyakit kn hatimu.....tdk berniatku untk berbuat demikian.....

u r a very special guy in my heart.......


i will be happy if u are happy.......

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♥ 7:27 AM

wat can i say....im feeling down rite nw...my hubby..haiz...i dun wanna talk bout it...i only think bout him all day long.....haiz...

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